Saturday, January 31, 2004
today had trg...
lost to pjc 2-1. damn sad. but ok la...watever. i really miss D now!!! never tot i'd say tt but yah i miss D!!! D pls come bacK!!! why la she must go india?? sanuse is a loser.
anyways...
after trg went out with den n afiah. the gang took the bus together..but farah went to meet farhan...n agnes went to meet eugene. then me den n afiah go eat at ljs at far east. then we talk shit. n i keep on talking abt my unstable mother n my family.
then after tt i wanted to play pool but they all wanted to go n chill. so we decided to go lido n see farah. heheheh.. then when we arrive we already saw them at the escalator. then we got all excited n tot of ways to get a good look of him. then after tt we walked from behind...n just walked pass them as if we were u know casual. me n den pretend read newspaper. then after tt we turned n went like
" hi farah!! what u doing here?? " we were damn loser la..but nvm..hahhaha..
then after tt we sit at lido a few tables away from farah n farhan. then after tt got pleasant surprise..met andini. she was trying to sell us some stuff. so we bought this one dollar smile face thing for the gang. damn cute. i got pink. afiah also. den took orange. we gave agnes green n farah is "stuck" with yellow. haha... but nice!
then so we sat there waitting for farha to meet me at four. they all wanted to see her. then wait wait...never come. then i called her hp is out of service. damn terperanjat la. i really had to meet her la...to pass the jersey. then we walked to oc. then i met some peepz who gave me some ideas on wat to do..called so many ppl..but no one pick up. then i like heck la. so we walked to taka. then got ice cream n sat down n eat. we sat outside. then agnes called us..n she brought eugene to meet us. she really got fetish for blur guys lor..hahhaha... funny...
then after tt agnes dump eugene to follow us to kino. i wanted to find meira chand book. found it. but me n afiah ended up looking at gossip mags while agnes n den went to get food. hahaha...then after tt eugenia called me n said they desperately needed the jersey. so me afiah agnes took cab down. den went for her dinner. so yah...down there we met farha. i was like damn pissed la cos i tot i was stood up. but she told me she lost her hp. she just bought it last week. so im like ok. im cool now. dun really care. feel justice has been served. muaahahahahahahahah....
gave her her present then we all left the stadium. crescent lost 2-0. think the bloody pitch is cursed. stupid. loser. anyways, afiah said something nice today. she said i was better looking...hahhaha... n agnes say tt i shldnt be sad cos she see nothing. hahahhaa... best.
i swear im in love.
with my gang!!!
anyways...now im cool im better. so much for being depressed. hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
monday gonna watch movie with rejab n afiah. must leave those two lovebirds alone. hahahaha...
rejab n afiah sitting in a tree
K-I-S-S-I-N-G
first comes love
then comes marriage
then comes afiah pushing a baby carriage.
woot!
BTW: Mrs Chand is damn cool!!!!!!!!!
--insignificant lies--
11:49 pm
Friday, January 30, 2004
i feel like everything i have planned is all not worth it.
n now wat i did has no point or meaning. useless. so much for being happy.
--insignificant lies--
12:43 pm
can you be my best friend?
line me up with gold
and make me prettier
my deficiencies are clear
the essence
has been taken in
spitted out
and chewed upon
and nothing is left
for the eye to see
the question is
will i ever be lifted up
upon a shiny pedestal
and find my way
for a clearer path?
in the darkness i grapple
with pieces of glass
and my hands get pierced
the blood stains
cover the loneliness
covers the pain
in all truth
i am gone
do i reach again
for the same stars?
or do i find for brighter ones?
the stars that man sees as
perfect
the right one.
i am a human being
a plain jane
in defeat i cry
and in victory
i scream out loud
but now do u see
do u hear?
the indefinite truth rings
in your ears.
fill me with loss
with hope
with desire
and let everyting
consume me
then take it all away
a slap in the face
tighter than yesterday's pain.
--insignificant lies--
12:02 am
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
hello...
im in sch again.
i hope later den accompanies me shopping. if she doesnt..i'll die n rot!!!
yest was a day of confessions/gossiping. first farah tell me abt han. he is damn sweet. i am inspired by him!!!! i am gonna make farha so happy. hee* han actually went to make two itineraries for her to choose from. one was to go bodyworlds n the other was to watch last samurai. he actually even went to buy the tix already la.. n all this cos she did well for her SATs. dang!
then after tt i had a "movie" screening at the reading room. told afiah n den abt the thing tt happened...heehee...with my angel.. :) big grins all around!!! they were like hahah...laughing la... then after tt got beep test. i got 7.1 i think. not bad la!!! much better than last time k. who cares if den got 9.1. screw her! hmph!
anyways after beep test..most of the girls had to go off..i was really disappointed. those tt stayed also didnt want to play anymore. so anyways as usual the gang played la...plus raf. we played net ball.. draw la.. 1-1. i scored one n raf scored one for the other team. so yah the teams are me, farah n agnes vs den,raf n afiah. terror sia the other team. but somehow or rather due to my magnificent skills we scored first. hahhaha... had so much fun laughing la...laugh n laugh...until like i want to puke n get asthma attack la.. i love them man!!!!!!!! muack muacks muacks.. haha..the gang so rocks la!!
anyways....after the whole thing we went home...wish den can take train with us but she cant. so too bad. then anyways...i told agnes n farah wat happened...second screening already...then after tt agnes confessed wat she did..heehe..notti notti...then on the way back..sit in the 912 bus with afiah..we decided to take the bus one round..but then we saw al-ameen n we got hungry.. hahhaha...so we stopped. sat there n talked till like 945pm. so many interesting things to talk abt.
got home kena scolded but after tt called my angel n get to hear her voiice...dah cukup...so nice... :) n this sat hopefully i got a date with her. more grins all around. she said to me tt she want me to kiss her..haha...i heck la if she joking..but if she for real...woot!! woot!!! then after tt she want to sleep..so i let her bobok.... then i go do my stupid essay for commonwealth comp. but i ended up writing a love story. damn crap!!!
anyways
angel, i gonna make u so happy....cos u make me so happy... :)
*key*
--insignificant lies--
12:13 pm
Monday, January 26, 2004
hi....
im in sch now. finally im online. yay!
this whole hols do nothing. so damn sian.
i really miss....
haiz... so sad...
sometimes i do a lot of stupid things. n im really evil to ppl. but haiz...
oh well..
anyways today i was late for sch. damn long story. got caught in the rain. bloody PE ppl...grr...bcos of them i must hide. ish!!!
i think someone has been reading my emails. i wonder who the f it is. grr.
anyways let me give u an analogy k. im in a boat. its kinda rocky. the waves are really choppy. but sometimes there are moments when the sea is calm and i really enjoy the sun. then when the sea is choppy again i just want to jump out. but i know when i jump out of the boat i'll drown and i'll die. so its better to stay on the boat. n i guess what im trying to say is tt im really stuck. i enjoy it in the good times but when there are those bad times i feel really scared tt i will fall off the boat again. i mean i was in the boat once b4. n i fell off. almost drowned. but i got back in the boat. i survived. but what if i fall out again?? scary.
i really am in too deep. n i cant get out. i dont even want to.
guess i shld just bask in it??
but u see i dun want to be an irritant. i dunno how the environment feels. cos i think me in the boat is irritating the environment. n all i want to do is just jump out so i can try to find another lifeline...i am so not making sense now. but i get it.
i think i must just keep it cool. i wish i had internet!!!!
i think i am. but i wont admit it. urgh!!!!
--insignificant lies--
10:49 am
Friday, January 23, 2004
yo..
me at my aunts place now. supposed to have some beach day tapi no one nak gi.. so i now at my aunts place. bored.
anyways yest when farha came....hee* we met her kat yew tee rite..then we bought prata. her fav. we got cheated though.i ordered two egg n one plain but they gave us two plain n one egg instead.oh well...su bought nasi lemak instead. which i think was really feeling.
then after tt we ate at su's place n we watchd some westlife mtv. then we play the fortune telling game. hahhaa....interesting results there. hahahha...after tt we all felt sleepy after watching rugrats. whch was really cute. then we all slack at su's room. n played truth n dare. the dare was damn interesting la...haha..it was nice for me.
then farha got tired of truth n dare. then we all kinda napped...laid down..
haha..then then...
heehee...
yest was really nice. really really nice. n the smells...woohoo...
n now im wearing farha's bracelet. hee* -smilez-
okok...enuff enuff...must act all aloof. yupz.
--insignificant lies--
1:02 pm
Thursday, January 22, 2004
hey...
me at su's house now. just woke up. exciting nite yest. we celebrated dear rely's b-day at delta!~ then nordin's planning sucks!!! so we had two cakes. one bought from him..some dumb pandan cake n the other is bought by me n farha...heehee...n ours is oh so delicious!!! anyways farha wanted to buy tiramisu..best...nak kita makan makanan tak halal aja...
b4 the celebration met up with farha at bb. took train to city hall to meet shikin. but first we bought a sports bra. i chose tt too. its red. addidas. impeccable taste i have. anyways...
then met shikin at bk. we ate. i ate pie. they ate a lot. then leila came with faisal. finally see fil's bro up close. now i know how he looks like. then we went delta. met up with farah azean there. then we came delta. a bit the late. n we are like so horrid.
then play a game with the MI girls. i really sucked yest. damn funny. we all screwed up a lot. yah. pathetic. but i screwed up the most la.. grr.
oh well..
anyways after tt we had cake time!!!!!!!!!!! nordin bought for her a watch with some of the girls. lynn n nurah bought her a bracelet. me n farha obv the cake la.
anyways we had a really nice time after tt at thai express. watee the silly goose always want me to sit in front in cabs!!! i refused n i pushed her up front. hahahahaha...
but the back seat was still comfortable.
i ate dunno dunno wat lok dunno wat...noodles at thai express. its chicken. but the soup smells beefy. gross. spoilt my whole mood eating. then really nice la... thanks nordIN!!! blanja us only.
then after tt we all thought still nak continue la..go su's house. in the end...lynn cant go. rely fell asleep when she went back home to change. n farha was stuck at her aunts place. so leceh... susah susah. so tts how i ended up at su's house just me n her. later we meeting farha for breakfast. supposedly she coming here..but we havent made anything..hahaha...
best. :)
angel.trust.
--insignificant lies--
8:01 am
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
hey....
just came back home. n suddenly my modem works. hmm..ok watever. im just glad it did.
today went to follow kei go cut hair at pointers. no diff to her hair. just shorter. then we walked ard trying to find a KFC that had choco twist. n leilani was also trying to find for some new year clothes. which is really hard. haha...
so we ended up at the KFC at taka and ate choco twist. and then after tt we walked into perlini's cos kei had some voucher. but we didnt buy anything. why is it tt the quality of perlini's is getting so lousy now??? oh well...
then b4 in the bus leilani had kinda promised to gimme an early b-day present so she cld buy it along with kei's present. so yay yay yay!!! she wanted to buy for me my bracelet. hahaha... so happy. but b4 checking we went inside gio n leilani tried on some pants n tops. she ended up buying the khakis tt mom has been bugging me to buy. its ok..i dun want khakis...
so after tt finally!! we checked out the bits n pieces at wisma but the selection available was kinda little. so we decided to go to cine cos tts where kei's present is. so we arrived there at cine and yay yay yay we picked out a bracelet. at first i tot my hand was toooooo fat to fit into the bracelet but somehow or rather it did. so they got it for me-kei and leilani...so nice frens. love them tooooo bits..hehehe...im so easily bribed. ;) n i decided to engrave ferri on it. ferri written like this fèrri. looks good babe. n then we had to wait like one hr for it to be engraved. wat nonsense...it only takes 5mins to do it. grr... lazy bum of a shop keeper!!!!! but we spent tt time well...we sat at the cinema area there n watched previews and ate the kachang puteh. haha...nice...then after tt we went down back to level 2 at ard 6.30pm and got kei's present. i still owe leilani 9bucks.
kei says she wont praise me till i pay leilani. WAT THE HELL????
kei wanted this green caterpillar soft toy thing. kinda cute. on the back of the green caterpillar there was this other small caterpillar. tt made it cute. i want the small caterpillar!!!!!!!!!!!
then after getting the caterpillar we went back to bits n pieces and asked if the bracelet was ready..guess wat??? it wasnt!!! the guy even did it right in front of our faces. grr...n it really took less than 5 mins. but heck..i was happy. all of us were cos we all got presents...well cept for leilani..she spent the most...but technically.she got herself something too...haha..
but...i feel really stupid..just now after getting the bracelet..
i saw on the counter there was this hp. n i was so stupid. why la i go n tell the shop owner?? shld have kept it for myself!!! i need a phone. n the phone looked good man!!! grr...how silly!!! stupid me!!! grr....haiz..
oh well..im happy...got bracelet rmb???
heehee...so now im home. still havent put the bracelet on. maybe later. not now. now just want to look at it. ok la...gtg...
ciaoz... happy happy..
n thanks leilani n kei!!! i guess its quite worth it to be the president of the slackers' club!!!
--insignificant lies--
8:24 pm
Monday, January 19, 2004
hey...
back to write another entry..cik yan still not here. ceh! tot i can get XP today. oh well. anyways...i am bored. i dun feel like doing anything. i guess i am just a bum. i think i dream too much. but i dun want to do anything. go figure.
seriously speaking i want to sit down and spend my time writing. its fun. and it helps me to think. cos the thought process is amazing. and i guess i got lots of things to think about.
i was typing incoherently just now. just goes to show how my mind actually works. which is why my writing goes round and round in circles. with no end and no beginning. but i think i am fine now. i hope im not talking incoherently without realising it. see...im being incoherent.
i got a mentor. did i tell ya that? got to share her though. her name is mrs meira chand. she's some swiss indian. but i guess its ok. im sharing her with seng teck and another girl. wish i just had one mentor to myself. wish i had ms lim. she's good. im reading her book now. a bit of earth. its good.
haha!! the doorbell just rang. must be cik yan!!!!!! woohoo!!!!!!! XP here i come...
--insignificant lies--
9:01 pm
hey...
today i took early leave. cramp. bloody period. grr.
anyways...
we had a game yest. n i played forward...hahhaa..wat a joke.. but i almost scored a goal. cept of course i was stupid. heehee... nvm..anyways..had a good time yest. esp in the bus. then angel got herself a bruise on her knee. fabulous. we were all sitting down and doing our stretch down and this ball hit her on the knee. so exact some more. the bruise looks like ruffles. haha.. i miss my angel. i hope she doesnt see that. or else...i wont hear the end of it!!!
on other fronts,
my mom keeps on nagging me abt my studies. irritating. n now she is harping abt the KL thing. grr! so irritating. god! oh well..
unstable. heehee.
--insignificant lies--
3:20 pm
Saturday, January 17, 2004
hey..
talking to su and farha now...
farha got big butt..i like.. woot! panas! panas! but she want me to admit tt her butt is better than lin..hmm...lemme see....hmmm....hmm...haha...
cant forget the tv incident with lin..wah hot sia...get all steamy just thinking abt it..haha..so farha..a lot of competing to do...
so today had trg..n then aft trg the grp plus su went out to eat. we ate at bk. on the way there, on 132...we passed by crescent..then at the bus stop..mrs tan was sitting there..then me n su bang bang the window trying to get her attn. but she didnt notice..but this girl beside her did.then su point to the girl to call mrs tan..haha..then as the bus is almost leaving finally mrs tan saw..haha..so nice to see her face...
then at bk..we waited there to see farah's lover boy...afiah damn excited la..haha.. then farah bedek her..
she say "there,there" then afiah was like "where? where?"..but actually there was no one there..we laugh n laugh la..then tt guy was a bit late..then when he finally came..he kinda walked pass bk..i caught a glimpse of him but the rest didnt..then they like all got out of bk n like so excited...stand there n see..haha..then afiah laugh laugh laugh..then agnes can even shout for farah n say bye..haha..oh BTW we were at BK wheelock place...
then after tt we go home..me afiah n su..me n su head down to wdlands lib study..well..i study a bit...stone alot..haha..but anyways..on the train ride..wah wah...afiah n su..chummy man..haha..i like it...so nice my frens all get along..n anyways..they two ah sharing evil plans with each other..haha.. besT! im proud of all u evil peepz!!!!!! ;)
so yah..just now watched thomas crown affair for like the gazillionth time..love tt movie man..damn classy..n hot.. :)
monday...test..die!
--insignificant lies--
11:56 pm
Friday, January 16, 2004
hey..in comp lab.
rather noisy. but me plaugged my earphones into the comp so i can listen to ger. love ger man. n i see her all the time only dun dare to like ask for her autograph or talk to her. haha.. she is damn andro la..haha...cool!
anyways i love my special angel. love it!!!
Took for granted of those days
Thinking nothin' gonna happen in my way
Know I'm wrong and I regret
For the things I did and things I've said
Come back to my life once more
So my aching heart won't hurt no more
You're my special angel, show me the way
It's just that there is no one who can
Ever take your place
So bring me back the days before
There is so many things
You have to learn from us all
I questioned why you left that day
Didn't say goodbye and left your way
A wave is only what you gave
The image will never fade away
I memorized the things you've said
And I'll carry it on until I'm dead
You're my special angel
Show me the way
Those children needs your lovin'
In each and every way
All I want is only you
Take me now take me far away
Tears before my eyes
Hangin' on forever
Shattered dreams go broken
In all through their lives
Words you always said before
Tell me now that you'll leave no more
You're my special angel
Show me the way
It's just that there is no one who can
Ever take your place
Words you always said before
Tell me now, that you'll leave no more
Cause I know that you're the one
i'm waiting for...
--insignificant lies--
12:51 pm
hey....
today after sch i went back hom str8. first time in years. then my mom forever bugging me abt me studies. ah heck. watever. then tmr..must show acheong my stupid bio file. n so just now like mad cow disease go n copy all the blanks i have in my tutorials. bitch! im like the only person she wanna see personally la. loser. urgh!
n tmr still got to pass up ms soh's hols hw. n i've been really slow abt it. i feel so bad. haiz. ms soh..haha..she is so nice. much better than acheong. n she got better sense of fashion. got better legs also. loser acheong.
then today no makeup pe. thank god. apparently i dun have any makeup pe. heng. n now i just rmb i must go tell the girls abt the makeup pe. argh fuck. see la. me n my carelessness. urgh.
oh well..too late.
then tmr i am gonna meet farid for a bit. thank god i found someone to acc me to town for awhile. now i can go n walk walk n see stuff. think i want to get a new hairband. a brown one. yup. good plan.
kk..now got to ciaoz liao..time to go back to me maths. n farha rocks my world. hehe...dun catch me sayin tt in front of her. haha..later she prasan again!
--insignificant lies--
12:15 am
Thursday, January 15, 2004
just nowafter the comp lab...me n farah were discussing abt how u know when ur feeling of love for someone is true. n i told her u just know.
i dunno..been thinking alot abt lin. when times are low...i just go back n think of her. i wish she was here to tell me tt things are ok. n i want her to smile n b proud of my achievements. but i guess i spoilt it. guess im thinking of her nowmore bcos im listening to kc n jojo-all my life. sweet song.
and all my life i pray for someone like you
and i thank god that i that i finallly found you...
am i looking for the unfoundable.
the caress of the past.
the kiss that wld have last,
if i had not been so brash,
if my mouth had not lashed
and cut her palm, the flesh,
the skin soft, now full of gashes.
and what i prayed for
all crumbled, out of the door.
and the stingingly sweet memories,
are flooding my mind
and makes me cry and it binds,
the darkness,
the black wills of her soul,
and my dying shards are down the hole.
i conform.
i reform.
but yet i wish u were here.
here. with me.
--insignificant lies--
1:46 pm
hey...
in sch now. skipped chem. i just dunno why i need to skip stuff. its like its wrong when i dun skip stuff. haha...god...myabe kei is rite..i am addicted to skipping. haha...
watever. haha.. can u blieve it!! even farah skipped. which i think is a big deal. really big of a deal. yupz. kk.. nothing much to say already.
yest i was a bit on. but today abt it..im just a bit off. guess its gonna be like this for awhile. maybe i shld reform eh?? haha... i think denisd is rite. i shld just u know... oh well...
ciaoz darling.
--insignificant lies--
10:28 am
Wednesday, January 14, 2004
hey...
just got back from trg. went out with afiah,agnes,farah minus denisd(part of the new gang)...haha..we are the slackers go out n eat dinner/lunch club. keep on going out only...heehee..
we went to play pool. which was surprisingly...haha..agnes was the champ la!! she even beat afiah which is a shocker!! after pool we went to eat yong tau foo at ps...hee..so feeling. nice!
and i lost 5bucks today. dunno where i misplaced it. hmm...must now scrape for money. or else...starve.
tmr i think i have to do afternoon pe. oh well..i shall survive.
kk..now i think i shall try to do some work.
things to do today:
1)chem test paper
--insignificant lies--
9:06 pm
well i wrote a really long piece of shit just now. now i just cant be bothered. slightly irritated. damn comp. why always restart?? fuck ya.
ok...today went to watch movie with kei n leilani after sch. we were really indecisive.
moments of indecisiveness:
1) whether to go to leilani's hse
2) what movie to watch at leilani's hse
3) whether to watch LOTR instead
4) whether to rush down to ps or wait for a later show
5) whether to go n watch at cine or ps
6) whether to watch love me if u dare instead
7) whether to eat at ps or just eat at cine
8) whether to eat pasta mania or subway
9) what pizza to buy
10) whether to buy popcorn
11) whether to buy chips instead
12) what type of chips to buy
13) whether to buy chocs
after the movie....
14) whether to cut my hair
15) whether to follow me to cut my hair
16) whether to go home
17) whether to wait till im done
haha...tts 17 man..haha..seemed like there is so much more..
anyways...this is what we did in the end
1)watch love me if u dare
2)eat at pasta mania
3)buy potato chips
4)buy ruffles instead of lays
5)went to cut hair
6)followed me there n waited till it was my turn then leave
haha...but all in all good day. n now my hair is jap-ish. haha..cept my hair is black..haha... well well...kk..
tot abt alot of things abt my money matters. so i decided to empower my money. :)
--insignificant lies--
12:14 am
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
hello..
the bell just rang.
its time for maths. but me being me. forget it!
i am just sitting here. waiting for kei n leilani to join me. bored really. but hmm..ok la.
rather be here than there. when la are leilani getting here.
kk..think now i am gonna go n play word racer la. challenge some really good ppl. kk..ciaoz.
--insignificant lies--
11:32 am
Monday, January 12, 2004
hey yo...
kk..today we had PT. my toe sucks. i finished the three rds but rather slowly. super slow. so embarassed. but really la. cant take it man. my toe is just too painful.
n after running played some silly game of monkey with agnes, afiah, farah, denisd n PJ. quite fun. then after tt met me mom at wdlands. at like 9pm haiz haiz... then b4 tt i made the keys with fiah n bought tape. the keys got a bit of prob..but nvm..can la..whack it la.. the tape..haiz...so sad..i dunno wat to do with toe. i got no time or money to see doc. my mum says...rest.
haha..easy for her to say. got tournament n stuff. rest kebabai.
so then just now came back..so fucking tired. had a good dinner at KFC. then i went online str8 away. and saw all my fav peepz. =)
and b4 PT had a nice chat with denisd. i think i need to be like her. u know..change n transform. haha... well...wat we said..btw me n her. haha..so im not gonna tell you.
sometimes there are things u feel in the heart u cant say. not bcos u are embarassed abt it. but bcos u just cant. sometiems i feel so trapped by this restriction. but its ok.
so anyways as a closing note... i still forgot to tell mr yong abt the maths thing!!!!!!!! urgh!!!!!!! doofus! bacin!!
kk...ciaoz.
--insignificant lies--
11:27 pm
hey...im in sch now. skipped bio lect. n im really bored. to the emo test. i am emo fuck. yeah babe. hahah...kk i know i am super emo.
well tt is something tt cannot be helped.
i am still reeling over the mentorship thing. but it pains me to think tt i have to go n talk to mr yong abt skipping my test. bummer.
oh well..its ok.
yesterday maybe i shld have listened to farha n go sleep. i wasnt sleepy when i slept but now tt i am awake..i am super sleepy. okok..hope she doesnt see this. *prays to god*
i have been thinking a lot about my studies.i mean i know im slack but i really cant keep abreast with work. im just so tired. i probly need to go for motivation classes. haha.. need some kinda motivation. yeah...well..
and on other fronts...well..i dunno.... haha.. oh wat the hell am i talking abt??
ok joy journal time:
1)i got the mentorship
2)things are pretty ok
3)i'm still alive
4)i still have my mother.
so tt is wat i am happy abt today. thank goD! alhamdullilah. :p
--insignificant lies--
10:45 am
okok...i am being forcefully asked to sleep. u suck.
im not sleepy. i swear im not. maybe a bit of backache. but i shall however go to sleep. not bcos i want to. but bcos suck suck pun...
i will not finish tt sentence.
heehee*
so good nite. take care. peace out. :p
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2:07 am
Sunday, January 11, 2004
i just made myself a cup of horlicks
n it smells really nice. havent tasted it yet. ok...now im ready for my chem. woot!
--insignificant lies--
10:37 pm
oh god bummer...just looked at my calendar n apparently i have a test on tt day. crap. bummerified. now this is where all the probs begin. sucks. n yah..i got trg on tt day too. ohk..but i know this meetings dun last long. oh k..i must persevere. gosh..probs probs n more probs.
actions to take in chronological order:
1) ask mr yong how long is the test.
2) ask mr yong whether i can take it on another day
3) then ask the tch i/c if i can get a letter to say tt i cant make it for the test.
--insignificant lies--
10:59 am
Dear students,
Congratulations on your successful application of the CAP Mentorship
Attachment 2003/4.
Please be informed that there will be a briefing on 17 Jan 2004 at 0900
hrs at Seminar Room 3, Block 5, 51 Grange Road. Attendance is compulsory as
details of the mentorship will be desseminated during this time.
A letter confirming the results of your application will be sent to your
schools early next week.
Best regards,
Joyce Soh (Ms)
CAP Organising Committee
Ministry of Education
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT THE MENTORSHIP!!!!! wOOT WOOT!!! haha... i'm so bleeding happy..haha.... cant believe it man. maybe i am a writer after all. :)
oh..n hazri got the mentorship too!!! haha...saw his email on the mailing list. cool!!! rachel got it too... seng teck got it too... melissa got it too... cool...jc drama peepz rocks!!!!! =)
-cap2003-
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10:54 am
Saturday, January 10, 2004
bored. still.
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10:07 pm
basically im bored.
i have nothing to do...grr...n i'm too sleepy to do hw... bluehz :P
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10:06 pm
hey...
totally bummed out now. i like wrote a fucking long entry just now. n my comp restarted. shit u la!
anyways... lets write the brief points:
1) i have a sprained toe
2) i need to see a doc but i dont want to
3) traing sucked today
4) dahlia might soon erupt
5) went out for lunch with farah, afiah, agnes and denisd
6) watched movie with farah
7) the movie is called
"cheaper by the dozen"
8) it had bonnie hunt in it!!!
9) tom welling kissed bonnie hunt in the bloopers!!!
10) bonnie hunt & steve martin had 12 kids in the movie!!
11) n now im thinking a big family is not so bad at all
12) however 12 is just over the top!!!
oh and ps to all the commenters...
khai: i love u so frigging much!!! n i know we have this unspeakable connection. thanks so much.
j: thanks for always being there for me too
and in general...i was just quoting a line from a song..haha... :P
ciaoz.
--insignificant lies--
8:47 pm
Friday, January 09, 2004
ur only the one who will be there when i need someone...
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11:01 am
Thursday, January 08, 2004
ok..i know i never wrote long..but haha.. now my stuff is MODIFIED!
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1:32 pm
